PUSHING ME AWAY

PUSHING ME AWAY

Why i never walked away
Why i played myself this way
Now i see your testing, pushes me away..

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you..

Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown eventually break down.

POINTS OF AUTHORITY

You love the way i look at you

While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through

You take away if i give in

My life, my pride is broken.

You like to think you're never wrong

You live what you've learned

You have to act like you're someone

You want someone to hurt like you

You want to share what you've been through

You love the things i say i'll do

The way i'll hurt myself again just to get back at you

ONE STEP CLOSER

All these words they make no sense

I find bliss in ignorance

Less i hear the less you'll say

But you'll find that out anyway

Just like before..

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And i'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe..

I find the answers aren't so clear

Wish i could find a way to disappear

All these thoughts they make no sense

Nothing seems to go away

Over and over again..

RUN AWAY

A constant wave of tension

On top of broken trust

The lesson you taught me 

I learned were never true..

Now i find myself in question

You point the finger at me again

Guilty by association

You point the finger at me again..

I wanna run away

Never say goodbye

I wanna know the truth

Instead of wondering why

I wanna know the answers

No more lies

I wanna shut the door

And open up my mind..

Paper bags and angry voices

Under a sky of dust

Another wave of tension

Has more than filled up

All my talk of taking action

These words were never true..

TALKING TO MYSELF

Tell me what i've gotta do

There's no getting through to you

The lights are on but nobody's home

You say i can't understand

But you're not giving me a chance

When you leave me, where do you go?

All the walls that you keep building

All this time that i spent chasing

All the ways that i keep losing you..

The truth is, you turn into someone else

You keep running like the sky is falling

I can whisper, i can yell

But i know, i know

I'm just talking to myself..

I admit i made mistakes

But yours might cost you everything

Can't you hear me calling you home?

WITH YOU

Woke up in a dream today

And put my cold feet on the floor

Forgot all about yesterdat

Remembering i'm pretending to be where i'm not anymore..

A little taste of hypocrisy

And i'm left in the wake of the mistakes, slow to react

Even though you're so close to me

You're still distant, and i can't bring you back..

It's true

The way i feel

Was promise by your face

The sound of your voice

Painted on my memories

Even if you're not with me..

I'm with you..

You now i see

Keeping everything inside with you

You now i see

Even when i close my eyes..

I hit you and you hit me back

We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still

Fine line between this and that

When things go wrong i pretend that the past isn't real

Now i'm trapped in this memory..